DAY 13- 14th May 2012

What I did in the day:

I woke up around 1pm, had breakfast, did some work, went to town with partner to get his passport sorted but had to get more done before handing it in. Spoke on the phone to my dad, came home, spoke on the phone to my mum. Made tea, watched the voice, read my book and went to bed.

Food eaten:

Soup and toast, apple juice, lemon squash, breakfast bar, pasta bake and salad, strawberries and ice cream.

Thoughts:

Annoyed that we couldn't send off my partners passport, worried we won't be able to go on holiday.

Feelings before bed:

Really bad earache and headache, still feeling unmotivated.

Dream:

No dream recall.

DAY 11 - 12th May 2012

What I did in the day:

I woke up around 11am, had breakfast, then finished work for complementary studies. I then looked into artists and research for my other project and played around with making a video on some software. I then watched some TV, did my workout and then had dinner. I then bought drinks and got ready to go out. I pre-drank with friends, went out and came home around 4am.

Food eaten:

slim shake, lemon squash, water, cup of soup, fish cakes, chips, carrots, small bite of chocolate, wine, vodka, chips and cheese.

Thoughts:

Understand what I'm doing more with my project. Want to leave for summer already.

Feelings before bed:

Felt a bit upset just before coming home and really drunk.

Dream:

No dream recall.

DAY 8- 9th May 2012

What I did in the day:

I woke up around 9.30am and relaxed in bed. I went to uni for 1pm and had a tutorial which went well. I went into town to change something , pick up a passport form and buy some wallpaper for my partner. I went and had a hot drink in cafe Nero with my uni friends to have a group crit. I met my partner and ate out at Whetherspoons. We then visited my friends illustration shop opening and then walked home in the rain and watched game of thrones and then went to bed.

Food eaten:

Slim shake, lemon squash, breakfast bar, hot chocolate, chicken burger, chips and onion rings, apple mango j20.

Thoughts:

Feeling more confident about idea. Organizing my holiday more so excited about that.

Feelings before bed:

Slightly annoyed, don't like feeling left out. Felt tired.

Dream:

No dream recall.

DAY 6- 7th May 2012

What I did in the day:

I woke up around 11.30am, had breakfast, got ready for uni and watched a bit of the film Chicago. I walked to uni and it turned out it was shut so i went to town to buy some things and came home and had lunch. I said bye to my friends before they drove back home and then I did some work. I then watched planet earth live and then went to bed.

Food eaten:

Frosties, cous cous and veggie mince, lemon squash, hot chocolate, flap jack, roast dinner.

Thoughts:

Worried about finishing work, annoyed uni was shut, worried about spending too much money.

Feelings before bed:

Glad my mum's results came back okay, drained, peaceful from listening to music, not very motivated because of illness and feeling bored.

Dream:

No dream recall.

DAY 3 - 4th May 2012

What I did in the day:

I woke up around half 7 and led in bed for a while. I got up and had a shower, looked through some summer clothes for possible holidays and had breakfast. I then met people in town. I bought a dress, some paper, some hair and face products and a milkshake. We then went to my friends house and made fajitas and watched the film; 'Super'. One of my house mates got hold of me and told me she was locked out so I met her at halls and dropped by shortly to a party before leaving. Had a small disagreement with my partner and made up. Got a taxi home and then got ready for bed.

Food eaten:

Frosties, water, graze snack box, milkshake, fajitas, ribena.

Thoughts:

Fed up of feeling unwell. Feeling very body conscious and worrying still. Wanting to just take a day to rest. Upset about phobia of balloons and how people joke about it feeling like poeple can't take me seriously.

Feelings before bed:

Dizzy, mentally exhausted, run down, looking forward to cold going away and partner coming back home for company.

Dream:

No dream recall.

DAY 2 - 3rd May 2012

What I did in the day:

I woke up around 8.30am and went to Uni for around 10.20am. I worked in the print room and on my ceramic pot. I met my friends from home and walked one of their dogs in the park. We then met others and went and ate dinner at Buffet city. We then went to the pub shortly and then went to a small cinema to watch American Pie the Reunion. Walked home and then relaxed in bed and managed to fall asleep better than the night before.

Food eaten:

Rhubarb yogurt, Tuna sandwich, Melon, breakfast bar, Chinese buffet, apple juice and squash, coke.

Thoughts:

Enjoyed the day and company, excited about spending more time with a close friend, wanting to spend more time with partner without worry of work.

Feelings before bed:

Still feeling really ill, worried about an uncomfortable nights sleep, looking forward to relaxing with partner after a long day, looking forward to day off tomorrow, feeling very body conscious.

Dream:

No dream recall.